I am not sure what to do anymore. I seen a lot of things happening and I dont know what to do anymore. Do I need to just let it go or carry it on for the rest of my life? I am so hurt, I can barely stand being here. Is it time for a wake up call and really realize things arent going to be the way I want them to be? Am I going to have to compromise and lose myself in the process of being happy? Life seems to be a big wake up call and I am learning my the rough way. I am not sure which way is right or wrong anymore. I just wish it all could be clear.
Was this all a wake up call, only time will tell. ... when you came into my life I had never thought it would have gotten this far. I thought it was a fling, never realized it would have been more than that. We share a son together, emotions, love and everything else. When will I realize what I really have, is it before I lose you or will it be just in time to save what we have? The wake up call is here and now, what am I going to do with it.
You gave me chances and more chances and all I have ever done is walk all over you and make you lose your faith in me. When you say things that scare me its like, I realize I am on the verge of losing you. I dont know what I would do if I ever lost you. Waking up to a reality is much better than a dream. So I want to make my dreams become a reality. The time is now, not going to have much longer.
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