The message I sent to my lover when he ended things telling me he all of a sudden had no time for our relationship. There's so much left unsaid that it's got to a point where I am a mess. I can't keep trying.
I won't lie; I still how you will call and probably won't move on until you do. I am confused that you were just going to leave it though you know what I am feeling. Being openly emotional isn't something I do, so you know I am really trying. We have both had unsuccessful relationships and it kills that you won't give us a chance. I just wanted to be there for you. No drama, just me and you. Despite what you have going on, I would support you and not cause stress on you. You say your life has a schedule, I could have worked with that. All I wanted was your time, however much or little. I need you to know that I would have been different. No lies, control, cheating or games.
Think of the time we spent together. You know we would have been good for each other. You made me feel things I had never felt before then took it away as if it was nothing. As if I was nothing. No explanation. Imagine how that feels. I don't know if its because of what happened or because you truly don't want someone right now, but you will soon enough, we all do and I am here. Still wanting you just the way we were. If you felt everything you said you did you could balance it. But I can't force that. You have your reasons. I just wish you didn't. You mean so much to me and you can't tell giving up on us makes you happy. I meant it when I said I loved you. We had something. Maybe it's over. Maybe you need time. Either way my feelings won't change.
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