Waiting

My life has been short but I have already learned quite a bit about love... not through personal experience, but more through seeing others I know love. Some love and lose, some lose someone they might have loved and luckily some love each other forever. I think about that one or many loves constantly, always hoping I don't miss my chance. My fear of never finding that love has mad me create an unattainable goal in my head; find the perfect guy you will find the perfect relationship and you will get the perfect life. That whole scenario is what I have been looking for.

But I have realized that kind of perfectness does not exist in a person. It exists in a connection, a relationship. That is what love is. Love is that person who isn't necessairly perfect, but is perfect for you.

They say real love comes when you aren't searching for it. I used to think that it was absurd to say that because most everyone is searching for love; and many do find it. But of all those people I know, who I have watched love, though it may not have lasted forever, I have realized one thing. They all loved. There isn't a person I know who could end their life saying they haven't loved. The moment I realized that, that was the moment I stopped searching. I stopped searching for that perfect guy., for that perfect relationship, for that perfect life.

I have never been in love, but I am waiting for it. No longer searching. Waiting because I know it will come.